sitting at the white bench,

holding her hand,

putting head on her shoulder,

Closing my eyes &

Hugging her very tight.

well, i wish my every day should end like this….with you…๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’ž


Friendship day…๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ซ

I love you guys…โค and I am not saying it just because it is a FRIENDSHIP day…

You all are super special.
You’re stupid, weird and amazing. ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜œ  Okay…I’m like that, too.๐Ÿ˜›
I really miss those football matches in rain and “DUCK” ( football se scratches hote hai…๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ sorry! )  , Morning Cricket๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ ,  Saatoliaa (vo chinki vala throw ๐Ÿ˜‚โฃ), Badminton matches… jab hume nets me khelne milta tha…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…  ,  hide and sick , Truth and dare ( P.S. i didn’t played but sab ke secrets pata hai… ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜Ž)
horror stories… @andrew_snooz3 specially vo “Red Eyes” vali…๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™ˆ kya fatti thi sab ki…๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ And “King” yaad hai isme @sanjanak7 me & tu partnership karte the…๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†
And i really miss chess khelna & panja ladana with @sanjanak7 & “Langdi”๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
And hum sab ne girls ki WWE dekhi hai colony mai….๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ #GirlsFight๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿ™Š #DabanggVs__
I guess that’s why we all were so perfect together….
P.s. : เคฏเคนเคพเค เค•เฅเค› เคฌเคพเคคเฅ‡เค‚ เคจเคนเฅ€เค‚ เคฌเคคเคพเคˆ เคœเคพ เคฐเคนเฅ€ เค•เฅเคฏเฅ‹เค‚เค•เคฟ  เคธเฅ‡เคนเคค เค•เฅ‡ เคฒเคฟเค เคนเคพเคจเคฟเค•เคพเคฐเค• เคนเฅˆ” ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿค—
Thanks for always being there for me….
Thank you for your friendship and I hope
my friendship is also valuable for you.
Miss you guys…๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ญ

There’s something about childhood friends that you just can’t replace…
Love you friends.. โค๐Ÿ’ž
Happy FRIENDSHIP day..

เคฎเฅ‡เคฐเฅ‡ เค…เคจเคฎเฅ‹เคฒ เคฐเคคเฅเคจ ๐Ÿ’Ž #9BFFโค

apna apna padh lena ๐Ÿ‘‡

: #1
I start with sanjana..
Hey Sanjana, miss perfect.. i think tu bahot change ho gai hai….Oh sorry!! Tere hishab se ” Log nahi badalte…Halat badal jate hai..”   i miss you so much..๐Ÿ˜ท You know what I mean…MUN ki taiyari kesi chal rahi hai..!?!

: #2
Hola Zeel
Tu e girl che jeni life jou complicated che…Bollywood movie karta pan…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…
innocent girl… je bau j vichare che & emotional che..๐Ÿ˜Œ
Tara jokes karta tane hasta joi hasu aave…๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†

: #3
Hmmm Rishab,
Jiske jokes bahot ghatiya hote hai… fir bhi hasi aa jati hai…. sense of Hummer bahot ghatiya hai…okay kabhi kabhi achhe joke bhi mar leta hai…
Koi achhi dish bana mai khane aaungi๐Ÿ˜
At least kuch to fayda hona chahiye na tere Hotel management ka…๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
And ab sudhar ja…๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜‚

: #4
DJ vale Andrew,
  First impression Football Player…
Bro Tu EDM to mast bana leta hai..๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘ 
vo Indian aunty bolti haina Nagin dance laga… vesa vala…just kidding๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
I know that ki you best in your field…๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‹
I’ll miss Teri zakir khan vali acting…

: #5
Hoooy Annaya,
Sup buddy… teri bak-bak miss karungi… kitana uncha bolti hai..๐Ÿ˜ฌ
Achhe log ki bate buri lagi ho to sorry….
Yeah,, tune muje bahot videos dikhaye hai ||Superwoman|| ke..๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ˜„
Aur apna account banale insta pe..๐Ÿ˜‰
And vo vali Maggi khani hai yaar…๐Ÿ˜‹

: #6
Dear Mika๐Ÿ˜‰ Bhoomika๐Ÿ˜Ž
Dude, I’m missing you so much… yahaan koi khelta hai nahi hai…๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜“
Yaar mere yonex ke rekets bhi bore ho rahe hai…๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

: #7
Yo Jessy,
Hey physics lover… I wanna meet you…
I know you are an introvert… but fir bhi bahot sari baate karni hai aapse….๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜† and Samjhawan sunaogi..!? Social media pe itane achhe friend milte hai ye nahi socha tha…๐Ÿ˜„ Thank you so much๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ˜‡Twitter ZindaBaad..๐Ÿค˜

: #8
Kamini Negi…( Mitali )
Spy hai tu jo sabke number mil jate hai tuje..!!๐Ÿค” itne time se school mai the but cricket ke baad mile… Raina๐Ÿค˜
Kab le jayegi muje CCD ?? Shruti and sab sath mai jayenge

: #9
Haha Chini… Chitrangda
Dar 6 months ma school badle che..๐Ÿ˜‚
Je mane fuk mari ne udava ni dhamki aape che… potanu weight jo pela…๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
Kur-kure khava che??โค๐Ÿค—
Late night video call… classroom ma Selfie… ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿ™† Selfie mate always ready..
Cute and Innocent girl ๐Ÿ‘ฏ
Tara gher aavu j chu idli khava…๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹
And yaad rakhje mane badhu ๐Ÿ‘‚ che… Mara phone mathi pan… ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๐Ÿ’ƒ

Faceย ๐ŸŽญย 

I am slowly learning that some people are not good for me, no matter how much I love them. I deserve someone who is gentle and kind, because my soul is getting tired. I am realizing that I deserve something good is one of the first steps.

Secondly i m letting go not thinking much.. if you are going away ..

Or you’re moving on go ahead you definitely have an excuse that i left.. but you also dint make any efforts to keep me

I m.happy to see u make new connections and make your life comfortable

Makes me understand people better no more room for fake and selfish souls

And so are u .. Now finally you are figuring out about people and connections and emotions… glad you still have good souls around you

Good for you. 

Still not worth it .

18th birthday..

Days where nothing used to matter.

Days where feelings were original.

Where if I was sad people used to bring the stars for me just for my happiness.

Where I don’t have to pretend everything is okay even 

when my whole world is crashing down.

Where I used to play and sleep the whole  day , and yet 

nobody bets eye.

{ Where people used to play with their toys 

not with emotions. }

Where heart was kind.

Where love was actual.

Where care was real.

Where I used to cry out loud and ignorance, what’s that?

Where there were only two emotions, Happy and Sad. And they’re real.

No dilemma,

No fake friends,

No fear of leaving,

Where forever was not lie.


Where did those good old days go?

Give me those days back.

Give me my childhood back. 


I too need a 2:00 AM friend.

I cannot handle these midnight thoughts alone. 

It keeps swirling till dawn making me insecure and bustle.

It feels sick and silly talking to yourself whole night. Sometimes conclusions are so devastating that you need anyone to wipe your tear off.

Those full Inboxes are all empty.

Everyone is lost in their new world ignoring that attached page to your book.

I too need someone by my side listening to my future plans and failed past.

But it all feels like a hoax, and it’s all the same other night.

Just me, my coffee , books and my thoughts.

Maybe my presumptions are just too fictional for those reals. 

Sometimes all I need is a voice more to my late night songs. 


Life of my own,
Owns it no one,
Neither any living being,
Nor any emotion.

Many things in life,
Important is what I decide,
No shame in it,
Nothing to hide, nothing to confide.

I want to be aloof,
No one gets close,
No one becomes important,
Far everyone goes.

Connected to nothing,
Want to get out of my own mind,
So when I go forever,
I don’t leave my heart behind.

Life of my own,
Owns it no one,
Neither any living being,
Nor any emotion.